Feb. 22nd, 2008

Apologies

Feb. 22nd, 2008 12:10 am
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I mentioned this in passing a couple of times, but in retrospect it was indeed difficult to get the point out of my successively nested parenthetical asides.

"Sorry" can mean two different things, sympathy or apology. But my way of viewing it was as a continuum, something like

1. Pure sympathy, with no apology.
2. You accept causation but no culpability. You regret that you inadvertently and unavoidably hurt someone, and wish you hadn't, but don't regret any of your actions. Eg. You're driving responsibly and someone chooses to step out a few feet ahead of your car. You feel awful, and the way you apologise is a lot more than a bystander would, but doesn't mean you think it was your fault, but does mean you feel a greater responsibility for causing it (either because that's how we're wired or because *often* if you cause something it's at least partly your fault).
3. You admit carelessness but not specific expectation to harm. If you were acting unthinkingly, and think you really shouldn't have been, but that you didn't deliberately harm them either, you were just more careless than you should be. Eg. if you repeatedly fail to remember to do something. You might feel legitimately apologetic, but not in the same way as if you'd deliberately harmed them.
4. You admit selfishness, you deliberately hurt someone because it got you something. Eg. you stole from them.
5. You admit malice, you deliberately hurt someone because you wanted to hurt them (although you might claim diminished responsibility, eg. if you bullied them but were too young to completely understand).

So most have some sympathy, depending how serious they are. And the last three have apology. But there are intermediate stages. (Eg. if you express sympathy because something bad happened to someone (1), you might also feel bad because you were better off than them in that way which is actually also like (2), in that your good fortune may make them feel worse, even though you couldn't have prevented that. And at some point between 3 and 4 deliberate and persistent carelessness becomes a complete disregard for someone.)

And I sometimes feel that while almost all of the time people know what sort of apology someone is actually talking about, sometimes this gets horribly distorted. For instance, in culture A it might be normal, if you knock into someone in the street, to apologise in the sense (2). But in culture B that might be interpreted as (3), and give the other person grounds to sue you.

Or you might try to offer sympathy to someone for something you've done, but get tongue tied explaining how you don't feel guilty, etc. And you normally can explain, but having the different ideas in your mind may make it easier to do so quickly and simply.

Italics

Feb. 22nd, 2008 11:14 am
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I'm fairly sure I use bold, italic and *starred* in subtly different ways. I'm often fascinated by such subtle distinctions, such as the subtleties in translating into one of two related words.

The thing is, I can't put my finger on what the differences might be. (The nearest I've come is in observed starring can star two consecutive words separately, or as part of a phrase, which is occasionally useful.) Does anyone recognise a difference in themselves?

I was reminded of this by the idea in html that you have a semantic tag, eg. em for emphasis, and a mapping from that to display, where the mapping could be overridden. Which is definitely the right way, but not yet universal. And part of the reason I'm slow in adopting is that having acquired subtle differences, I don't like losing them, even if it would make sense. After all, if I can't explain them, I can't persuade anyone to make a tag for them :)

A tag for citation, a common usage of italic, makes sense, as often that is represented in a specific way on different web-pages, or in different ways in a piece of text, (eg. in theory, nested cite tags might helpfully do different things). And I can certainly live with only one form of textual emphasis, I use none at all in formal writing. But I don't like to :) And I have a nagging feeling that if I write em, then someone who hasn't configured their web browser might see it as bold[1], and think I was shouting, whereas I'd only meant italic, and it's quite different :)

[1] That is a difference, that bold stands out of the page a lot more, whereas italic doesn't. So both serve some function. I am confused with google chat because it renders starred text as bold, and I use stars both for actions (*hug*) which should be bold and emphasis (I *did* say that) which shouldn't, at least in my writing :)

Eastercon

Feb. 22nd, 2008 11:54 am
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I couldn't decide whether to try to go to eastercon (http://www.orbital2008.org/) this year. I went to Worldcon in Glasgow, but never actually to an eastercon. It'd be nice, but I wasn't sure if it'd be free, so I decided I would if I could easily, otherwise not bother. But I'm not doing anything else, and today is the last official day of bookings, so I still could. Go impulsiveness indecision :)

The booking is well-practised but a little complicated as it's handled by the con or by the hotel. An eastercon regular will now explain any of the details relevant to this. I would book, except joint hotel bookings are handled by the con only for the main hotel. The overflow overflow has its lobby under construction, but (afaict from going partly through the booking process) has nice rooms for 75GBP single-occupancy or 85GBP twin-occupancy.

That's c. 180GBP con membership + hotel for three nights over Easter weekend. So -- no-one else who hadn't decided, or was already looking, would like to share a twin (or double) room, would they?

ETA: Getting a nearby travellodge was also suggested, which some people were doing, but I'd rather go next time instead when I can be central.
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OK, I am going to Eastercon[1]! Yay: I'm very pleased, because I knew I might, and didn't want to go out of my way to, but in the end everything fell into place, and it seems 100% positive. It sounds like a really good con, and I didn't have any difficulty sorting out the accommodation, and I'll see a bunch of people, including some I don't see anywhere else.

I'm glad I managed it without very much faff, if it had taken lots of organising I wouldn't have, as I'd be more concerned with making sure the Sweden weekend is ok. But everything fell right into place, and I'm looking forward to it: cons I've been to before, so there I can wander round all day in a daze talking about science fiction and have fun without trying.

So I have a lot to look forward to over a month. Though not a lot of free weekends.

PS: My name now appears on the membership list -- with half a dozen people after it. I see other people were joining today too :)

Sharing a room

I'm sharing with angoel, which is very nice, although it's been ages since I voluntarily shared a room with anyone. But as someone said, one comes back to one's room and falls asleep, so it doesn't make much difference.

I'm at that awkward stage where I earn enough *could* just get a single room. But then I think of all the other things I could spend that on. Friends who work for biiiiig/important/up-and-coming companies often have a severe disconnect, in that when they're flown by the company, everything which can be expensed flows like water (effectively free, copious, meaningless once you have a certain threshold's worth), but everything else, and at other times, they're hovelled (because eg. they live in central london).

So at least one friend is always "Oh, of course you should get the best hotel. Or do you have to pay for this? Doh! OK, maybe spending less than n00GBP a night can be justified after all."

Badge name

What should my name badge name be? Real names are traditional. I think not my surname, as it's so long it grabs all the attention. "Jack" would be fine -- most people probably know me like that. And for most people, if they remember me, I'm probably the *only* Jack. There are, other than me, one Jack and one Jackie registered at the con. However, Jacks are getting more common, so it's probably worth being Jack V. which is sufficiently distinctive and anonymous to satisfy everything, just not quite as aesthetic as just Jack.

However, I'll probably meet at least someone who knows me by my LJ handle. Would "Jack (C. Daemon)" be a better choice? I don't want to adopt my online identity, though I'm increasingly fond of it. Jack is who I am; CartesianDaemon is who I am sometimes. There is a line drawn between my work life and my social life, but it's not drawn at the distinction between names, in most venues I am also Jack. But I'm becoming slowly aware that some people *do* meet me online, and C. Daemon is part of me, rather than something I just make up.

Footnotes

[1] What is an Eastercon? Well, you know talking about science fiction?[2] Well, imagine a thousand people all did so at once. This requires a certain amount of organisation to get everyone into the same place, and suggested topics in rooms, and so on. Said organisation is called a "con".

It's been described as like any academic or business conference, but that everything is interesting and you are knowledgeable about :) And is full of freaky people, but friendly, helpful people.

Eastercon is in about a month. You can no doubt guess by now why Eastercon is called that. This year's is by heathrow, known as "Orbital 2008"

[2] If you don't like this, then this is about the point you should probably stop reading :)

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