Of all the things I was most anxious about leading Rosh HaShanah, it was the Aleinu HaGadol. The prayer towards the end of the service that, only once a year, do we bow down, and fully prostrate in front of the opened Ark with the Torah. When I say 'we', I must clarify; it is a tradition that I have observed for many years, and I myself have never done. I have seen the rabbis, cantors and leaders, and some members of the community, fully prostrate, but for me it was always an anxiety-inducing...
Books - November 2025
Nov. 27th, 2025 01:21 pmAnother 7 books read this month, bringing my yearly total to 74 - up on last year, but it all depends on length of book etc.
Maisie Dobbs by Jacqueline Winspear
The runner up for the Shedunnit book club read of historical novel by modern author. It looked interesting, and the time period of just after WWI should have been of interest, but the book spent a lot of time showing Maisie Dobbs' background in great detail, which, together with some very clunky explanations, put me off. The actual mystery was interesting and well solved, but not worth all the pages that needed reading.
The Retired Assassin's Guide to Country Gardening by Naomi Kuttner
I forget who recommended this, but it was excellent. Great fun, with a well plotted mystery. There's a retired assassin, ghosts, and a cat, together with several other plot twists. And it's set in Aotearoa New Zealand. Not serious but definitely fun!
Brueghel - the Complete Paintings by Jurgen Muller
My review is here
Unseen Academicals by Terry Pratchett
The wizards need to create a football team, with the usual confusion and creativity. The Librarian plays in goal. I've enjoyed reading several Discworld novels this year, and this one was a good way to finish.
N or M? by Agatha Christie
More of a spy thriller than a straight murder mystery. Tommy and Tuppence are deemed too old to make a useful contribution to the war (the book was written in 1941), but then Tommy is asked to help seek out a spy, and Tuppence gets herself involved. Christie's prejudices, which are greater than I think the war justified, are very apparent. And I guessed one of the plot points.
Crime in the City: The 2002 Crime Writers' Association Anthology edited by Martin Edwards
This year I bought a number of anthologies cheap, which I shall be reading over the coming year. This was the first. It does make me wonder how many of these writers will still be read in another 20 years.
Life in Secrets: The Story of Vera Atkins and the Lost Agents of SOE by Sarah Helm
The role of the SOE agents in France and the discovery of their fates was interesting, although the unnecessary loss of life was appalling. Vera Atkins turned out to be an unappealing character and I really wasn't interested in her background, especially given her share in the responsibility for the deaths, which she doesn't appeared to have accepted.
In addition, but not counted in the total, I read (twice):
Always Remember: The Boy, the Mole, the Fox, the Horse and the Storm by Charlie Mackesy
I remain the Mole!
Maisie Dobbs by Jacqueline Winspear
The runner up for the Shedunnit book club read of historical novel by modern author. It looked interesting, and the time period of just after WWI should have been of interest, but the book spent a lot of time showing Maisie Dobbs' background in great detail, which, together with some very clunky explanations, put me off. The actual mystery was interesting and well solved, but not worth all the pages that needed reading.
The Retired Assassin's Guide to Country Gardening by Naomi Kuttner
I forget who recommended this, but it was excellent. Great fun, with a well plotted mystery. There's a retired assassin, ghosts, and a cat, together with several other plot twists. And it's set in Aotearoa New Zealand. Not serious but definitely fun!
Brueghel - the Complete Paintings by Jurgen Muller
My review is here
Unseen Academicals by Terry Pratchett
The wizards need to create a football team, with the usual confusion and creativity. The Librarian plays in goal. I've enjoyed reading several Discworld novels this year, and this one was a good way to finish.
N or M? by Agatha Christie
More of a spy thriller than a straight murder mystery. Tommy and Tuppence are deemed too old to make a useful contribution to the war (the book was written in 1941), but then Tommy is asked to help seek out a spy, and Tuppence gets herself involved. Christie's prejudices, which are greater than I think the war justified, are very apparent. And I guessed one of the plot points.
Crime in the City: The 2002 Crime Writers' Association Anthology edited by Martin Edwards
This year I bought a number of anthologies cheap, which I shall be reading over the coming year. This was the first. It does make me wonder how many of these writers will still be read in another 20 years.
Life in Secrets: The Story of Vera Atkins and the Lost Agents of SOE by Sarah Helm
The role of the SOE agents in France and the discovery of their fates was interesting, although the unnecessary loss of life was appalling. Vera Atkins turned out to be an unappealing character and I really wasn't interested in her background, especially given her share in the responsibility for the deaths, which she doesn't appeared to have accepted.
In addition, but not counted in the total, I read (twice):
Always Remember: The Boy, the Mole, the Fox, the Horse and the Storm by Charlie Mackesy
I remain the Mole!
How Are You? (in Haiku)
Nov. 27th, 2025 06:32 amPick a thing or two that sums up how you're doing today, this week, in general, and tell me about it in the 5-7-5 syllables of a haiku.
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Signal-boosting much appreciated!
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Signal-boosting much appreciated!
The Reason It Fucked Me So Up.
Nov. 27th, 2025 10:48 amSome more ficlet requests from Tumblr! Lots of obscure nonsense in here, to my delight.
( Danganronpa: Despair Time: Xander and Teruko. )
( Eden’s Garden/Danganronpa: Damon Maitsu meets Nagito Komaeda. )
( Danganronpa: survivors of the first game discuss Touko/Komaru. )
( Vargas: Edgar being possessive of Scriabin. )
( The Coffin of Andy and Leyley: complicated Ashley/Julia. )
( Persona 5: Akechi/protagonist mindgames. )
( Clair Obscur: one-sided Maelle/Gustave. )
When I posted the Persona 5 ficlet to my secondary AO3 account, I named it play stupid games, win something good probably, and I don’t think I’ll ever come up with a better title in my life.
( Danganronpa: Despair Time: Xander and Teruko. )
( Eden’s Garden/Danganronpa: Damon Maitsu meets Nagito Komaeda. )
( Danganronpa: survivors of the first game discuss Touko/Komaru. )
( Vargas: Edgar being possessive of Scriabin. )
( The Coffin of Andy and Leyley: complicated Ashley/Julia. )
( Persona 5: Akechi/protagonist mindgames. )
( Clair Obscur: one-sided Maelle/Gustave. )
When I posted the Persona 5 ficlet to my secondary AO3 account, I named it play stupid games, win something good probably, and I don’t think I’ll ever come up with a better title in my life.
2025/189: Breed to Come — Andre Norton
Nov. 27th, 2025 07:33 am2025/189: Breed to Come — Andre Norton
There had always been Puttis -- round and soft, made for children. She had kept hers because it was the last thing her mother had made... Puttis were four-legged and tailed. Their heads were round, with shining eyes made of buttons or beads, upstanding ears, whiskers above the small mouth. Puttis were loved, played with, adored in the child world; their origin was those brought by children on the First Ships. [loc. 2219]
This was the first science fiction book I remember reading, from Rochford Library, probably pre-1975. I don't think I've read it since, though I did briefly own a paperback copy. Apparently the blurbs of newer editions mention 'university complex' and 'epidemic virus': aged <10, I was hooked by the cat on the front.
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wednesday books forget to add a title
Nov. 26th, 2025 08:54 pmJacques and His Master, Milan Kundera, based on the novel Jacques le fataliste et son maître by Denis Diderot, English translation by Simon Callow. Readaloud. I'd read the Diderot novel some years ago, in French, in the Project Gutenberg version; I'm pretty sure some of the subtleties were lost on me. The play felt structurally a lot neater than the book, but I maybe just didn't appreciate the structure of the book? Like the original book, this adaptation was meta, but being a play it expressed its meta-ness in different ways. It played up the male-gaze-y aspects of the book in ways that were not so fun. However, I got to read the Innkeeper, who is the only female role with agency in the whole play, and had a blast with it.
The Strength of the Few, James Islington. A warned me that the book was not as good as The Will of the Many, and he was right. Adding fake-Egyptian and fake-Celtic plotlines to the fake-Roman story from the first book meant that the worldbuilding overall felt shallower. However I'll keep reading and hope for more payoff in later books. (Also I grumble that in this fake-Roman worldbuilding, words ending "us" pluralize to end in "ii", e.g. "stylii".)
The Life of Sophia Jex-Blake, Margaret Todd. I finished this, and enjoyed it; it is very much a Victorian Biography, but I like that sort of thing. (There is one modern biography of Sophia Jex-Blake, which I may try to track down for extra context.) I enjoyed watching Sophia come of age, visit the US to get a sense of the state of women's education, and finding her way to her calling as a doctor and an advocate for women's medical education. It's delightful seeing just how much of a Charlotte Bronte fan Jex-Blake was; she's so determined to emulate Lucy Snowe from Villette that she shows up at a school in Mannheim which has already rejected her application to be a teacher there, to persuade them to take her on in whatever capacity they can, which ends up being as an unpaid substitute teacher.
After that, we get a blow-by-blow account of Jex-Blake's long endeavour, not just to get a medical degree that will allow her to practice in the British system, but to clear the path for other women to do the same, becoming a minor celebrity in the process. (There's a funny bit about a letter than a young Robert Louis Stevenson wrote to his cousin, saying, roughly, "Jex-Blake is clearly on the right side of history, but I wouldn't marry her". Jex-Blake, who preferred women, learned about this letter many years later, and her reaction was "LOL, I clearly admire Stevenson more than he admired me, but I never had the slightest desire to marry him!") This is sometimes dramatic, as Jex-Blake and the rest of the "Edinburgh Seven" are admitted to the University and then have to deal with angry male classmates and a lukewarm administration that chickens out on them midway through, on top of their regular coursework; but it also gets a bit dry at time.
The closing section, about Jex-Blake's final years in retirement, has a special warmth; Margaret Todd is writing from memory, having lived with Jex-Blake through that time, though she has completely effaced herself from the narrative. It would be easy to blame Todd for not better documenting her own life and Jex-Blake's, except that her own story is itself so sad; as I understand it, she had become depressed and isolated after Jex-Blake's death, and died, possibly of suicide, just months after this book was published.
The Strength of the Few, James Islington. A warned me that the book was not as good as The Will of the Many, and he was right. Adding fake-Egyptian and fake-Celtic plotlines to the fake-Roman story from the first book meant that the worldbuilding overall felt shallower. However I'll keep reading and hope for more payoff in later books. (Also I grumble that in this fake-Roman worldbuilding, words ending "us" pluralize to end in "ii", e.g. "stylii".)
The Life of Sophia Jex-Blake, Margaret Todd. I finished this, and enjoyed it; it is very much a Victorian Biography, but I like that sort of thing. (There is one modern biography of Sophia Jex-Blake, which I may try to track down for extra context.) I enjoyed watching Sophia come of age, visit the US to get a sense of the state of women's education, and finding her way to her calling as a doctor and an advocate for women's medical education. It's delightful seeing just how much of a Charlotte Bronte fan Jex-Blake was; she's so determined to emulate Lucy Snowe from Villette that she shows up at a school in Mannheim which has already rejected her application to be a teacher there, to persuade them to take her on in whatever capacity they can, which ends up being as an unpaid substitute teacher.
After that, we get a blow-by-blow account of Jex-Blake's long endeavour, not just to get a medical degree that will allow her to practice in the British system, but to clear the path for other women to do the same, becoming a minor celebrity in the process. (There's a funny bit about a letter than a young Robert Louis Stevenson wrote to his cousin, saying, roughly, "Jex-Blake is clearly on the right side of history, but I wouldn't marry her". Jex-Blake, who preferred women, learned about this letter many years later, and her reaction was "LOL, I clearly admire Stevenson more than he admired me, but I never had the slightest desire to marry him!") This is sometimes dramatic, as Jex-Blake and the rest of the "Edinburgh Seven" are admitted to the University and then have to deal with angry male classmates and a lukewarm administration that chickens out on them midway through, on top of their regular coursework; but it also gets a bit dry at time.
The closing section, about Jex-Blake's final years in retirement, has a special warmth; Margaret Todd is writing from memory, having lived with Jex-Blake through that time, though she has completely effaced herself from the narrative. It would be easy to blame Todd for not better documenting her own life and Jex-Blake's, except that her own story is itself so sad; as I understand it, she had become depressed and isolated after Jex-Blake's death, and died, possibly of suicide, just months after this book was published.
Texts From Superheroes
Nov. 26th, 2025 09:01 pmTexts From SuperheroesFacebook | Threads | Patreon | Instagram | BlueSky
Insomnia
Nov. 27th, 2025 04:01 amIt is half-past-three in the morning. I have washed up, dismembered a pomegranate, put yogurt in the strainer, and tidied up the kitchen. I am now sitting down with a mug of tea and biscuit.
Three things which have amused me recently:
The vet has prescribed meloxicam for my cat, to see if it improves his appetite. The box says "suitable for cats and guinea pigs" which I find hilarious for some reason. I am now referring to cat as my elongated guinea pig.
Still working on web application for my property lawyer clients. Currently dealing with processing legal documents called "Statement of Truth" and "Deed of Trust". I love the document names.
I have just bought a duvet from John Lewis. It has a 5 year guarantee - "Our guarantee provides a repair service delivered by authorised service technicians. This is available to you in the event of a breakdown of any functioning part of your product during the guarantee period." I am trying to work out how any functioning part of my duvet could break down.
Three things which have amused me recently:
The vet has prescribed meloxicam for my cat, to see if it improves his appetite. The box says "suitable for cats and guinea pigs" which I find hilarious for some reason. I am now referring to cat as my elongated guinea pig.
Still working on web application for my property lawyer clients. Currently dealing with processing legal documents called "Statement of Truth" and "Deed of Trust". I love the document names.
I have just bought a duvet from John Lewis. It has a 5 year guarantee - "Our guarantee provides a repair service delivered by authorised service technicians. This is available to you in the event of a breakdown of any functioning part of your product during the guarantee period." I am trying to work out how any functioning part of my duvet could break down.
Twelfth Night (Delacorte Theater, 2025)
Nov. 26th, 2025 10:49 pmThe 2025 NYC Shakespeare in the Park production of Twelfth Night is available online (via PBS) through the end of the year, and is tremendously fun! Such a stacked cast— with Lupita Nyong'o as Viola/Cesario (and her real-life brother as Sebastian), Sandra Oh as Olivia, and Peter Dinklage as Malvolio— it's genuinely hard to pick a stand-out performance?? I will say that Dinklage is probably my favorite Malvolio of the three I've seen within the past year, although he plays it both less campily and less sympathetically than the Folger's recent production or Tamsin Greig in the 2017 production on National Theatre at Home; I'll also say that Jesse Tyler Ferguson as Sir Andrew Augecheek stole every scene he was in, but honestly, "Sir Andrew was a hoot" was my takeaway from all three productions and so I think it might just be a really fun role. (On a less expected note, Orsino's entourage was also a hoot, especially with the recurring bit of one guy who kept laughing out of turn and then dropping into push-ups when Orsino looked at him. Also, fantastic Orsino, with kind of "manly man who's secretly a softie" vibes that made for an appealing take on the character— although, until the Drag Race runway vibes of the final bows, I would not say that this was a particularly gender-y version of Twelfth Night, overall?) In assorted other details: this staging had Nyong'o (actually, both Nyong'os) occasionally slip into Swahili, including the initial dialogue between Viola and Sebastian when they reunite, which was a cool touch; I didn't know what to think of the backdrop of giant letters reading WHAT YOU WILL, at first, but it earned its keep as a set-up for the punchline in the scene where, as Sir Toby and co. spy on Malvolio, they all hide behind smaller/portable/individual letters spelling out TREE.
My Status as an Assassin Obviously Exceeds the Hero's Vol. 6
Nov. 26th, 2025 10:36 pmMy Status as an Assassin Obviously Exceeds the Hero's Vol. 6 by Matsuri Akai
Spoilers ahead for the earlier volumes.
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Only two emotions.
Nov. 26th, 2025 09:54 pmIt's my dad's birthday this Friday. It's my family's plan to have a small get-together about it. It's been my family's plan to do it in Brooklyn with bagels and cake. It's the assumption I'll make the cake. I'm good with making the cake. I'm happy with making the cake. I'm unhappy with being told I'd make the cake without being told I was invited to the get-together. That the invitation was implicit was lost on me. Nobody told me I was invited until I was told there was an expectation I'd provide a cake.
I'm going on a hike with my parents tomorrow, and having dinner alone with them on Friday. I'm presently on the fence about a Saturday get together on the grounds that I really don't know how I'll feel about spending three consecutive days with them. I know if I don't tell them that with those specific words, in more or less that specific way, there won't be any effect on their behavior. I know that and I'm also wondering about staying quiet and observing what they say and how they act in regards to my presence as a litmus test they're not aware of. I'm fairly certain that'd backfire just as much as telling them I want to feel comfortable around them. I might go with the "not saying anything until I have no choice" strategy, or I might go with the "talk about it with someone on Friday to get my feelings out" strategy. I worry I'll have to buy more bourbon and rum in any case.
I'm going on a hike with my parents tomorrow, and having dinner alone with them on Friday. I'm presently on the fence about a Saturday get together on the grounds that I really don't know how I'll feel about spending three consecutive days with them. I know if I don't tell them that with those specific words, in more or less that specific way, there won't be any effect on their behavior. I know that and I'm also wondering about staying quiet and observing what they say and how they act in regards to my presence as a litmus test they're not aware of. I'm fairly certain that'd backfire just as much as telling them I want to feel comfortable around them. I might go with the "not saying anything until I have no choice" strategy, or I might go with the "talk about it with someone on Friday to get my feelings out" strategy. I worry I'll have to buy more bourbon and rum in any case.
A Nice Instrumental Cover of Adele For You
Nov. 27th, 2025 02:31 amNormally when I do a cover I sing on it, but it turns out it’s hard for me to sing Adele songs! At least without some considerable reconfiguration. So, I’ll keep working on that, but in the meantime the instrumental track I made for “Someone Like You” is nice and calm and soothing, and I thought y’all might like it. Enjoy.
— JS
Securing Indonesia’s Internet: ROA gains and the road to robust routing
Nov. 27th, 2025 01:28 amIndonesia’s rapid increase in Route Origin Authorizations (ROAs) from 66% to 90% marks a major step towards safer Internet routing.


