May. 11th, 2011

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A word meme about five words associated with my journal.

Programming

This is what I do every day. And am interested in. As do/are many of my friends. Hence, I talk about it. Although funnily enough, I don't talk about it as much as you might think. I think I'm often embarrassed to do so, because of the chance I'll seem ridiculously ignorant about something, when I'm supposedly earning my salary as a programmer, or ridiculously pretentious for caring about something other people don't bother with.

Magic: The Gathering

I think Magic is a great game for geeks. I got into it slowly because I knew it would be a time and money sink, but it fulfils many of the criteria that are really enjoyable: it's possible (if you don't make a deck too ridiculous) to play a quick game in half an hour or less; it passes the time in a social fashion; there's enough skill and randomness that the better player usually wins, but that it's rarely devoid of interest; it has microcosms of just about every aspect of game theory; many of the cards are just shiny; it's a rule system that geeks love exploring; there are many different formats, ranging from completely casual to fiendishly competitive.

Of course, there are problems with it: if you get into it seriously, you will spend money one way or another, because the cards are ultimately produced by a company; it often draws out people's obsessive geeky-competitive tendencies (I don't know if that's because it's antisocial, or because it's social enough it's the only place you met people who will tend to be obsessive); the rules are quite well written, but undeniably complicated to pick up at once.

The weird thing is, it's one of the very few things I like I'm embarrassed to admit to many of my friends (obviously excluding people who like it like I do). Most people I know are tolerant in the sense that they won't blame me for liking something, even if they do think it's puerile. But (I'm not sure if this is accurate) I still get a vibe that liking magic is somehow "sad". That although you can like many hobbies, pouring energy into magic is a disproportionate obsession the way liking TV or roleplaying isn't. And I think I subconsciously know what people mean, but I can't put words to why that should be so.

Fantasy

I'm going to assume this is about fiction and not about unfulfilled dreams :)

At some point when I was a teenager I started liking science fiction and fantasy. I can't remember a clear transition. Partly that's because scifi/fantasy is what a lot of children's books quite naturally are.

I remember finding Asimov's "Caves of Steel" sophisticated and intellectual when I was about 10.

I can't ever remember noticing a clear distinction between science fiction and fantasy until I made friends with the sort of people who argued about that sort of thing at university. I mean, I would have known there was a difference, but I would instinctively be drawn to either.

In principle, I would have thought what would draw me to the genres was the interest in hypothetical questions. I'm sure I did like much classic SF on that ground, and still enjoy (rare) engineering-heavy SF. But in fact, a lot of what drew me in was the sort of stories told, which are often more evident in fantasy than SF.
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Something I forgot to add in the previous post is that a very similar question applies to time travel.

Most stories[1] dealing with time travel implicitly take a stance on history being deterministic (either a single world track, or a steady loop in a multiverse of world-tracks), or being changeable.

But the narrative typically only follows one character through one worldtrack. Precisely because, if you start asking questions like "if you change history, what happens to all the people who were already there" and "can a narrative jump about between worldtracks", your brain will melt with indecision. It's almost the same question as having the ability to make multiple virtual copies; if there are lots, then which one is "the" one the story follows?

[1] Stories being the best proxies we have for "how we would deal with blah in real life"

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