Anonymemes

Mar. 28th, 2005 07:11 pm
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Gacked from foreverdirt:

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. tell me anything.

Post anonymously. Speak honestly, because there isn't any censure here. Post as many times as you like. one faceless wonder to another.

And then, if you like, pass it on.

IP loggin' off (I think, am I right?) and anonymous comment screening off. Hand on my heart.


Update: Anonymous posters who become involved in conversations should (but don't have to) adopt successive ordinal numbers so we can tell them apart :)

Date: 2005-03-29 01:14 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
[different person, similar subject]
I come back because the posts are interesting, oh, and because you're a friend (-:
Hate and love? There's much more love than hate in me. But it worries me that there's any hate at all ... should I feel bad for starting to hate somebody who repeatedly let me down and ultimately betrayed my trust, but is so self absorbed they have no clue? Probably doesn't even know how much I dislike them. But this is easier for me than crying over lost friendship.

Date: 2005-03-29 01:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cartesiandaemon.livejournal.com
Now I'm completely lost. I can think of two or three people who would hate me, probably with cause; but only one I would think would still be interested in me enough to speak of hate and love, who's also the person I hurt the most.

For what it's worth, that's one of my greatest regrets, and I wish I could have in any way not done or repared that hurt, and I wish I was as mature then as I am now (or preferably more so), but that can never be, I'm sorry. I think I emailed you, but the address may have gone astray; please email me if you want to.

Date: 2005-03-29 01:53 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
No no no! Not you, silly (=
I was just taking the opportunity to pour my heart out about somebody else. Why would I dislike you?

Date: 2005-03-29 01:53 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
(followup; no, I'm not the original poster, but looks like we're active on LJ at the same time, and thinking the same thing)

Date: 2005-03-29 02:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cartesiandaemon.livejournal.com
Oops, again. See post below! Sorry, I misunderstood the first post and when you agreed with it I didn't think to question. Sorry for the misunderstanding. Much embarassment at thinking anyone would say that about me :)

OK, *now* I know who you are (I think). I don't know how much "somebody" knows. All I can say is that though I wish otherwise, some friendships have to be let go, at least temporarily, and wish you strength in overcoming the whole thing. Hate is entirely natural, but not helpful, so I don't think you need feel bad about that per se, but I wish you luck putting it behind you. I wish I knew how to do that.

Date: 2005-03-29 01:58 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I think there's more love than hate in me too, the hate is just what would come out if I started talking about either, because it's what bothers me. In contradiction to this though, I'm not sure that I believe hate really exists.

Date: 2005-03-29 02:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cartesiandaemon.livejournal.com
I know what you mean. Except I think that at people I've only ever had very ephemeral hate because I've been so fortunate to never have suffered anything bad enough to cause more.

But even a bit can colour you if you think about it, and you sometimes need an anonymous outlet.